Here's the low down:
I spent $265.00 on a months worth of powdered food from Medifast that is supposed to make me lose weight super fast.
....If used properly.
I didn't use it properly.
I'm sure that properly does not include a big glass of German red wine before bed or bugging your 9 year old for half of her chocolate bar. Meh.
The good news is that I still have at least 2.5 weeks worth of the diet food stuff so I plan on giving it another go. You would think with all of the kick ass clothes I have hanging in my closet (and that I continue to buy... that don't fit) that I'd find some sort of will power. Or, the insecurity I feel around my boyfrusband (more than a boyfriend not quite a husband)... But, no, I continue to self sabotage, telling myself I'll start tomorrow and a million other bullshit self indulgent lies.
Vanity and ego, I'm a little disappointed in you guys, you're letting me down....
The only positive thing I have to hold on to is that despite my weight gain, I still look better than his ex wives and horse face. SNAP!
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