I don't know what I want.
Kinda.
I want a mutually happy, loving, trusting respecting relationship... Which is (at 42 I'm convinced) a myth. Finally realizing that, I need a plan B. So back to the drawing board, what do I want?
Financial security
A kick ass career/ business
A full social life filled with friends I adore
Quality time with my daughters and grandson (a given)
A smoking body. At least for a woman in her 40's. Hello?! Look at Jen Aniston and Cameron Diaz!
To change my living situation (I'm in his house at the moment). I'm considering renting a house boat to live on, I mean, why the hell not, right?
To put an end to a failing relationship. When something is wounded beyond help the humane thing to do is put it out of it's misery.
A clear head
A positive disposition. Cynical is easy to do it's happy that's a bitch to maintain.
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